Relationships

and she still left u
hanging? wow thats kinda weak
sorry to say but it is

she loves me though I know it because she still says she does... she still calls me honey... but she doesn't want to get back together.. I can't even call her...

wow thats so messed up
u dont do that to someone u love

I can't call her because her parents don't want us to talk or else we aren't going to move on... her dad said I can't see her again unless I take another girlfriend to visit... they don't understand... Britt wasn't a girlfriend... we were engaged... I even got her a ring...

I am in love with her and they probably think that we were just dating... that she was just another girlfriend but she wasn't!!!!

She isn't...

yea i understand

Recabilly wrote:

lol people are funny

I guess they just like the ceremony, people get too picky, I mean the ceremony is nice but you just can't have it if your relationship is not man-woman... oh well maybe they can come up with a new ceremony or something

The ceremony has nothing to do with marriage. They could do any ceremony they want. A ceremony is not needed to get married.

I didn't know you guys were engaged! Hope everything goes ok, man. You almost sound suicidal, like there's nothing left for you. Hope that's not the case. Take it to the Lord, man.

Psalm 34:18 "The LORD is close to the brokenhearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit."

Isaiah 63:9 "In all their distress He too was distressed, and
the angel of His presence saved them. In His love
and mercy He redeemed them; He lifted them up and
carried them."

I'm not suicidal... I wouldn't do that because I know it would only make things worst... but I'm not afraid of dying anymore

ive been down the road of hurting myself
and wanting to die when i was in the abusive
relationships

ive had alot happen in my short little life
and ive lost 3 or 4 friends due to suicide
and quite a few from carcrashes and it adds
on top of everything the stress and depression

but jus cuz something bad happened dont mean
its going to be like that down the road later in life

suicide is never the answer, i know we arent thinking it at the moment, but if anyone is just know that we all have thought of it. at one point in our life... its a dirty little secret, but to tell the truth, in a way, everyone always knows...

but good luck with Britt man... i am certain that everything will work out.. it just takes time... a lot of it too.

well yea.......
hey recabilly i found out wats wrong
wit my back finally......

i found out at the doctor today

So? What's the diagnosis?

scoliosis and imflammed muscles
and the knot is from a torn muscle

ouchy.

yea now i go to physical therapy woo hoo.....

ouch that sucks! well hopefully it wont last too long and you can pick up your baby again

yea but idk...
im not looking forward to
PT at all

yeah PT isn't always the coolest thing lol

it should go by fast

are you taking any medicine for the pain?

im suppose to take
anit-inflammatory pills
but i havent went to go get them yet

lol maybe you should because with it maybe some pain will go down

yea im also suppose to put ice
on my back too
but its too cold

omg hahaha you're never going to feel better unless you do what the doctor says!

i know im a complicated person though

lol I can tell nothing wrong with that

put some ice on. the coldness will go away in less than a minute, because it will go numb.